Bandaids.
Once upon a mistake.

A shy smile wrestles on your face
I can’t replace
I can’t replace
A bright star glimmers in your eyes
You are my life
You are my life
Defend
Your Angels
Mend
Your Angels
Bones
Send
Your Angels
Home
A dark star shimmers in your eyes
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
A strange smile comes across your face
I can’t erase
I can’t erase
I heard Heaven call your name
I can’t explain
I can’t explain
Defend
Your Angels
Mend
Your Angels
Bones
Send
Your Angels
Home

I heard you laugh
And I
Was never that same guy
Hold on, I think I’ll try
To let love in this time
Didn’t you draw me near?
Or was that just a thought I feared?
Cause I heard the planets sigh
Saw babies born in your eyes
Were you lonely?
Defeated?
Out of breath?
Bleeding?
Did your cuts get deeper?
Your satellites weaker?
If you’re lonely
Touch me now
I hear you laugh
And I
Am never the same twice
Hold on, I think I might
Give you the rest of my life
If you’re lonely
Defeated
Out of breath
Bleeding
If your cuts get deeper
You’re satellites weaker
If you’re lonely
Touch me now
If you’re lonely
Touch me now

Do you ever regret
Being the teacher’s pet?
And did you ever remake
That promise that you faked?
Lift up your skirt
And show me how things work
I’m just a lonely letch
With a home to wreck
The Stars might like to wish on you
And Heaven needs a laugh or two
Forget me all night
Spellbound
Who’s holding you?
What’s holding you down?
Will I get whole in time?
Unwound
When morning comes
Will the truth make a sound?
I’ll take your picture down
I’ll plant it in the ground
And when it blooms again
I’ll know we’ve reached the end
Revolutions raise their hands
And give themselves
To your demands
I won’t put up a fight
Southbound
The sun won’t set
Any more in this town
You’ve given the end
To him
And taken from us
What we shouldn’t begin
Yea, I remember well
You watching me in class
Asleep on my desk
Guess it got a little wet
In your prom dress
I’d rather sniff glue
Then listen to a word from you
Don’t wrap me in your flag
Go pledge allegiance
In your body bag
Guess I’m trying to fuck it up
This good education
Most likely to succeed?
Most likely just a bad seed
I hear you turned out well
Heard you sent your first born
Straight to hell
Still trying to work it off
This good education

She is a withered exoskeleton,
beautiful and wanting- eyed.
And I, muscle-bound to her deficit,
watch spices riot on a rack
in the galling periphery.
Dinner comes and goes.
A desert of words.
The cleaning is the fun part,
a game of tag with heat.
A connection.
I sand compassion from my knuckles,
and take crime scene photos
with my eyelids.
There are slaves laughing on every channel.
I control their smiles and dream of killing them.
Kissing them. A pyrrhic victory
for the armies of vanity.
I am sated. Steady. A metronome.
She injects silence
and snores like her father.
A metronome. Already dreaming
of tomorrow’s meal.
And a rich man to feed it to.
Will she be too tired to cook?
If she is too tired, what will I clean,
and feel better for cleaning?
Who will I miss?
Be careful how real you get.
Will you pluck lint from my guts,
then pluck again?
Count the pennies in my sock drawer?
Will you take my peasant name?
We could share something lonely
from the taco truck.
“Dramamine”
I feel like throwing up
Could puke up my guts
Somethings eating me
Gotta set it free
Maybe I’ve got worms?
Or a rapist’s sperm?
You would be surprised
What you’d find inside
I swallowed my pride
And choked on my lies
And for the main course
I had an alibi
I took myself too seriously
Now every time I breathe, I need
A Dramamine